hello everyone.

I am still in Milwaukee. I am still pregnant. I still feel like I'm going to vomit like, constantly. I'm headed back to Berwick on Tuesday to do it with my sweetie and hang out with my dog. I'm currently waiting for water to boil so I can make macaroni & cheese. My mouth feels a little numb and I'm wondering if there were any nuts in the little sesame stick thingys I just got at the grocery store.

This is how my mind is working right now -- if you think it's frustrating or odd to read, try living inside my head for a minute. It's fucking weird. I cannot complete a thread of logic, it's like Roscoe, in all his embryonic playfulness, decided to tear up my logic threads and throw them around my womb. People ask me questions and I start to answer, "Yeah, I'm graduating college this June..." and the weird thing is that I'll (quite unfortunately) keep talking and continuing on this train but without actually thinking about what I'm saying, while staring at the tablecloth and thinking about how beautiful the purple and yellow is next to each other. It's fucking weird. My mind is melting and I'm completely ok with it.